Thanksgiving Eve

Everybody is going to have their feast
A big turkey next door kids are screaming
Alone in this corner on Thanksgiving Eve
Too bad SEL is not opening

How long it is and continue will be
Pretended strength people will see
But underneath the mask emotions uncovered
Sighs are hiding, Smiles are cloudy

Chasing the dawn while losing sight of night
The future seemed bright while it actually is a lie
Naive to think that the past remains
Time heartlessly moving while waving me goodbye

However it is and Whatever it will be
Whether things get better or be turned against me
Strength be pretended and Pride be witnessed
The way shall be mine and mine only