不是不爱你，只是伤不起。

I wish I have more friends that appreciates science. So we can talk more.

I just need somebody to talk to. That's all.

Fuck You!

Having the department head as my advisor and being his only grad student,
I feel proud sometimes, but most of the time, I feel really lonely.

"I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known", Chuck Palahniuk.

原来一些小习惯（甚至是性格）是为了纪念某些人而存在的道理，我现在才明白。

怎么感觉越来越远?

And yeah I'm a snob,
do something about it.

Darn it

On that one day in January,
That day you made me confectionery,
If only I weren't so stationary,
You'll probably be mine permanently.

I find that love is a necessity,
Although it is always arbitrary,
Again if only I weren't so cowardly,
Else you'll be more than just a memory.

Seasons pass I tend to worry,
Am I going to be alone even on my obituary?

风云,不再

曾几何时,
我们也是这样过.
人生总是这样的,
说同一种话,
过同一种生活.
男人只能忍着,
女生尽管哭泣.
风云可以很纯粹,
人生却不行.

我写这篇文字的心情,
除非你懂,
不然你不会懂.

很多时候定律是死的,
可是我们还是有选择用那种定律的权利,
就看你功课做够不够吧.

RP大爆发!愿佛菩萨助我一臂之力!

If you have C**CER (you know who you are)

1. Cut all (possibly) forms of processed food.

2. Take food in its simplest form
i.e fruit and vegetable juices (richest in vitamins, minerals, and phytochemicals)
plant protein isolate (simplest form of protein: amino acids)

3. Cancer patients usually get complications from bacterial/viral infection, not chemtherapy. (and AIDS patients too)

4. Deep breath exercise two times a day, two hours a session. 7-9am and 5-7am. Make sure you get clean fresh air. No shoes please.

5. Make sure you go to the toilet and do your thing every day.

Questions or comments (or scrutiny) can be directed here.


Yours sincerely,
Ben Yeap

It's either you love me,
Or you hate me.
I'm a durian.

失眠夜神来之笔

从当天你走时 我仍没有勇气
似顾虑太多 内心里逻嗦 发现了已没法子
从昨天你回时 还以为有转机
但听得越多 内心里交错 决定了却恨太迟

人总需要 有个人陪
问问自己 可想暧昧
天若末日 身边是谁
活到今日 真的有所谓

这个雪夜 冷得无法呼吸
失眠的时 怎念的还是你

那天楼姐姐问我何必把自己搞得这么忙,然后才说没时间认识女生?
我不懂回答.

昨晚我突然又想到骆兄的那句话,
心里问自己说:时间是不是又到了?

别再骗自己了,
你是个大马人.