挣扎,在标准和自责的地狱中

He suffers from the cruel contradiction of what he wants,
and what he can actually gain.
For all that matters, he does understand his own shortcomings,
alas he himself cannot pardon his possession of a despicable, false trait.
Cultural differences, at this mere moment presented so devastating, to have resulted in his eternal misery, which he seemingly can hide, but can never erase.
He should be his own very best evidence.

Last day with Kim

Bryan and I went to Kim's graduation commencement. We sit through the whole session. President Gee quoted this really funny yet true statement, "The early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese".

After the ceremony we met up with Amrish and his girlfriend Peggy at this vegetarian Indian buffet on Bethel. I had my first mango lassi, although the fact that it is just yogurt and mango juice. Had tosai, which is nice. Forgot about chapati. All that we talked about was how are we going to start the production of Cocobello, and the sales pitch, and whatnot. Bryan made the point that it will be a waste if we would let our first placing nobel product remain a first placing product, rather than selling the real thing to the people out there, since there is such a huge demand for gluten-free snacks/desserts, plus the fact that there are currently not a single item on the market selves that are nearly as close/nobel as our Cocobello.

So yeah, we talked about stuffs, both production and marketing. Really, I sure hope we can really start this thing, like pronto. We have been talking about this for the past 12 months, and all the discussions did not really yield anything. Like Kim said, Bryan has kids, and he's graduating soon. Amrish is graduating with his phd by the end of the year. Kim is in Mexico, and I'm starting grad school. True, everybody has their commitments. But hey, personally I don't really mind giving 2-3 hours a week, just to work on the project, given that we know what we are doing, and we see results.

So anyway, this is probably the last day we would see Kim in person (or at least not in the near future or in the U.S.). I am really glad Bryan talked me into doing Product Development. I am so happy that the Cocobello PD team, at the end turned out to be such good good friends. Too bad Luca wasn't there with us just now.

So yeah, I hope that Kim will survive Mexico City, with her minimal proficiency in Spanish (at least for now). Oh, last but not least, always tie her donkey when she goes to the river to do her laundry. LOL It just doesn't get old.

还有两年(三年)之旅吗?

如题。

神来一笔 - 别闪我,我们还是朋友

约一个周末天 到街上去走走
走到间咖啡厅 咖啡味很引诱
进去幻觉破灭 才发现一直一个人走
其实不满你说 真的有那么一点难受

周六突然发现 那年你的问候
虽然像是很久 但还是会感动
只剩一点回忆 恍游在睡梦中
其实不满你说 很多事我早已看懂

某个日落 如果相遇在某一个街口
请你别躲 因为我不会给你添烦忧
也别低头 一句"你好吗"不算过火
我俩"雷"得楞着 然后大声笑着
才明白 我们还是朋友


备注:在推敲,曲要emo点,还是搞笑点? 建议?
I might have exaggerated my sadness of falling out of love and attention.
No one is indispensable.
每当我开始所谓的质询环节时,
都会想起老骆的那句话,
然后安慰自己说"尽力了"。

我们可以做些什么?

当你知道执法机构的作风和黑社会没两样的时候,
当你知道立法机构一直在包庇执法机构的时候,
当你知道司法机构一直都受立法机构控制的时候,
身为一个有道德的孩子应该做的是什么?
是进入警队消除邪气?
是参选立委重订制度?
是修读法律匡扶正义?
还是继续关心时事不搞政治的普通人?

入警队还是读法律对我来说已经太迟了...
我可以做些什么?

这次粤语的神来一笔 --- 世界不需口舌

身穿战袍弄好发型
若无其事假装镇定
很够型

开始欺骗隐瞒实情
然后诡辩扰人视听
很够劲

世界怎么就是变得越来越和平
和平世界发现诡辩越来越狰狞

曾经得到众多人掌声
如今渐渐发现是虚荣
以为从前一切都兼备
原来懂这才是最愚昧

P.S. 应该是有潜能谱曲的词。
辩论的乐趣,
有时在于会让真理越辩越明,
有时它却允许诡辩的。
我更享受后者。