You swing your pendulum further away from the middle, day by day....and what do you do?

很想给你写封信　告诉你这里的天气
昨夜的那一场电影　还有我的心情
很想给你写封信　却只是想想而已
我已经不能肯定　你是不是还会关心

或许你不相信　我很满意这样的结局
或许你不相信　我没有一丝的埋怨和悔意
虽然你是我的最初
虽然你是我的最终　虽然你是我的唯一

不是不爱你，只是伤不起。

I wish I have more friends that appreciates science. So we can talk more.

I just need somebody to talk to. That's all.

Fuck You!

Having the department head as my advisor and being his only grad student,
I feel proud sometimes, but most of the time, I feel really lonely.