不是不爱你，只是伤不起。

I wish I have more friends that appreciates science. So we can talk more.

I just need somebody to talk to. That's all.

Fuck You!

Having the department head as my advisor and being his only grad student,
I feel proud sometimes, but most of the time, I feel really lonely.

"I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known", Chuck Palahniuk.

原来一些小习惯（甚至是性格）是为了纪念某些人而存在的道理，我现在才明白。

怎么感觉越来越远?

And yeah I'm a snob,
do something about it.