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痛苦，在欲和暗的深渊里

There can never be time for anybody to listen,
Nor are they fools they can pardon.
Please hush and say no more.
The downfall is his destiny.

挣扎，在标准和自责的地狱中

He suffers from the cruel contradiction of what he wants,
and what he can actually gain.
For all that matters, he does understand his own shortcomings,
alas he himself cannot pardon his possession of a despicable, false trait.
Cultural differences, at this mere moment presented so devastating, to have resulted in his eternal misery, which he seemingly can hide, but can never erase.
He should be his own very best evidence.

Last day with Kim

Bryan and I went to Kim's graduation commencement. We sit through the whole session. President Gee quoted this really funny yet true statement, "The early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese".

After the ceremony we met up with Amrish and his girlfriend Peggy at this vegetarian Indian buffet on Bethel. I had my first mango lassi, although the fact that it is just yogurt and mango juice. Had tosai, which is nice. Forgot about chapati. All that we talked about was how are we going to start the production of Cocobello, and the sales pitch, and whatnot. Bryan made the point that it will be a waste if we would let our first placing nobel product remain a first placing product, rather than selling the real thing to the people out there, since there is such a huge demand for gluten-free snacks/desserts, plus the fact that there are currently not a single item on the market selves that are nearly as close/nobel as our Cocobello.

So yeah, we talked about stuffs, both production and marketing. Really, I sure hope we can really start this thing, like pronto. We have been talking about this for the past 12 months, and all the discussions did not really yield anything. Like Kim said, Bryan has kids, and he's graduating soon. Amrish is graduating with his phd by the end of the year. Kim is in Mexico, and I'm starting grad school. True, everybody has their commitments. But hey, personally I don't really mind giving 2-3 hours a week, just to work on the project, given that we know what we are doing, and we see results.

So anyway, this is probably the last day we would see Kim in person (or at least not in the near future or in the U.S.). I am really glad Bryan talked me into doing Product Development. I am so happy that the Cocobello PD team, at the end turned out to be such good good friends. Too bad Luca wasn't there with us just now.

So yeah, I hope that Kim will survive Mexico City, with her minimal proficiency in Spanish (at least for now). Oh, last but not least, always tie her donkey when she goes to the river to do her laundry. LOL It just doesn't get old.

还有两年(三年)之旅吗?

如题。

神来一笔 - 别闪我，我们还是朋友

约一个周末天 到街上去走走
走到间咖啡厅 咖啡味很引诱
进去幻觉破灭 才发现一直一个人走
其实不满你说 真的有那么一点难受

周六突然发现 那年你的问候
虽然像是很久 但还是会感动
只剩一点回忆 恍游在睡梦中
其实不满你说 很多事我早已看懂

某个日落 如果相遇在某一个街口
请你别躲 因为我不会给你添烦忧
也别低头 一句"你好吗"不算过火
我俩"雷"得楞着 然后大声笑着
才明白 我们还是朋友


备注:在推敲，曲要emo点，还是搞笑点? 建议?

I might have exaggerated my sadness of falling out of love and attention.
No one is indispensable.