Fuck You!

Having the department head as my advisor and being his only grad student,
I feel proud sometimes, but most of the time, I feel really lonely.

"I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known", Chuck Palahniuk.

原来一些小习惯（甚至是性格）是为了纪念某些人而存在的道理，我现在才明白。

怎么感觉越来越远?

And yeah I'm a snob,
do something about it.

Darn it

On that one day in January,
That day you made me confectionery,
If only I weren't so stationary,
You'll probably be mine permanently.

I find that love is a necessity,
Although it is always arbitrary,
Again if only I weren't so cowardly,
Else you'll be more than just a memory.

Seasons pass I tend to worry,
Am I going to be alone even on my obituary?

风云,不再

曾几何时,
我们也是这样过.
人生总是这样的,
说同一种话,
过同一种生活.
男人只能忍着,
女生尽管哭泣.
风云可以很纯粹,
人生却不行.

我写这篇文字的心情,
除非你懂,
不然你不会懂.